Being bipolar “sometimes”

Bipolar is weird, sometimes you cry waterfalls literally all the time, sometimes you can't ever remember feeling sad. Sometimes you can't stop talking and sometimes you don't get out of bed for two months and can't even face another human, let alone talk to one. Sometimes you spend loads of money online, run 10k then … Continue reading Being bipolar “sometimes”

DEAR BIPOLAR.

You crashed into my life at a time of happiness and self discovery. A time I was trying to figure out who I was and where I fit into this big world. I was only a teen then. So young so naive but full of Hope's and dreams of what I want my life to … Continue reading DEAR BIPOLAR.

Lets talk Hypersexuality

Hypersexuality is definitely one of the symptoms of bipolar that is skirted around. There are a lot of things that come with bipolar disorder. But hypersexuality is One of the more taboo issues that people with bipolar disorder deal with. When it comes to bipolar, we are all different. No one person has any answer … Continue reading Lets talk Hypersexuality

BROKEN RELATIONSHIP, FEELINGS OF BOTH GUILT AND REGRET. part 4.

Final part. Closing the door. Now I should make it clear I know I'm responsible for every row "Mr A" and I have ever had up until recently. He has never shouted at me unless he has reacted because I've pushed him too far. He has never flown off the handle over something small the … Continue reading BROKEN RELATIONSHIP, FEELINGS OF BOTH GUILT AND REGRET. part 4.

BROKEN RELATIONSHIP, FEELING OF BOTH GUILT AND REGRET. PART 3.

Part 3. The beginning of the end. It was during my pregnancy that I first became involved with mental health services. 🤰Now I cant remember how all this came about or even why. I had a routine visit to the baby doctor he must of picked up on something, maybe I was overly chatty this … Continue reading BROKEN RELATIONSHIP, FEELING OF BOTH GUILT AND REGRET. PART 3.

Broken relationship feelings of both guilt and regret. part 2.

Part 2. Together again. After our reunion it soon became clear "MR A" felt just the same way as I. We didn't have a conversation about it, no actions were needed, we both sort of just knew. The chemistry between us both was visible for all who saw us together to see. Unspoken between "Mr … Continue reading Broken relationship feelings of both guilt and regret. part 2.

A broken relationship. feelings of both guilt and regret. Part 1.

Part 1. Young dumb stupid and naive 🤦‍♀️ I often refer to my "partner" or loved one in my blogs when in actual fact I don't have a partner, not one I'm in a relationship with anyway. I do have a lot of love for a previous partner but also alot of shame, guilt and … Continue reading A broken relationship. feelings of both guilt and regret. Part 1.